Perfect or Finished, That is the Question

The last few weeks I have been working on a quilt for our upstairs guestroom.  For those that know me well, I am taking a different course on this quilt. I am finishing it before going to the next one! (I give you my permission to go ahead and laugh!)

My new guest room quilt, finished, done, completed!! Yahoo!

My next quilt is partially done and in-waiting and has been for a long while, but I got stuck. I wasn't sure how I wanted to quilt it. What is now clear to me is that I'm like a beginning quilter in many ways, going from hand quilting or tied comforters to machine quilting. Like everything in my life, I'd like to be an expert without taking the time to learn and practice, to be good at something instantly! It does sound nice, right?

I am finding that I am not alone! Many quilters are good at piecing or quilting but not both and hire out what they aren't good at. I want to master it all and take pride in completing a quilt start to finish! My mother died years ago and she preferred quilting instead of piecing and we made the perfect team as she would be too happy to finish my quilts. She was an expert quilter but started failing physically before she finished her last and most beautiful quilt and I am "in training" to not just finish her quilt but the many others that I have started and not completed.

Getting smarter, I have realized that some of my quilts will need to be machine-quilted or leave them for my daughters to complete, but the real problem is not just completing them but wanting to do them as beautifully as my mother would have! Perfectionism is indeed a terrible burden!

I have bought a little sign that hangs near my work table that reads, "Finished is better than perfect" and took the plunge--to teach myself how to machine quilt.  It is not as easy as it looks for someone that isn't a natural machinist and sadly a long-arm quilting machine isn't in my budget. I have seen what some quilters have produced on a simple straight-stitch basic machine and if they can do it, why can't I?

I started my task to become an expert machinist by first doing my piecework by machine. Doing simple patchwork duvet covers, I then pieced some quilt tops and now I am moving on to machine quilting using Quilt-as-You-Go" techniques. This is simply quilting a quilt in pieces and then joining pieces together to make them bed-sized. I have learned through sewing hundreds of pincushions and fleece socks that to master skills, it simply takes patience, perseverance and practice, practice, practice! I am, after all, a perfectionist, but quite an imperfect one!

I am inspired by quilts on Pinterest or at quilt shows and know thatI want mine to look as good as their's,  BUT I just don't seem to have what most good machine sewers have, though I have seen improvement with practice. It was just the same at learning piano, I played only the first few lines of every song! Last week, however, I found a video on Pinterest.  It was a special instruction class for people like me, titled Three Things Quilters Should Stop Doing by Angela Walters.  It was a class on appreciating yourself and your own work and some firm and simple directions for quilters like me who don't value themselves or their work IF it is not perfect!

Each quilt has a purpose, she said. This made sense to me, as I have learned that each person does as well. So whether our quilt is to be a gift or simply an exercise to learn,  it is helpful to identify it's purpose. I thought to myself, "so loosen up Jane girl, not all quilts are meant to be ribbon winners at quilt shows!" They still have value and didn't I decide to make this quilt to be a utilitarian one to save the wear and tear on my special hand-made quilt?!  Angela also pointed out that favorite quilts are often not favorites because they are perfect.

It was like someone took a hammer and opened up my heart and brain with a brand new thought!! I immediately realized that though I was making a utilitarian quilt, I could simply focus on learning a new skill or two with each quilt.  My guest bed quilt was made to practice stitch-in-the-ditch quilting. My guests will be equally as warm using a quilt with less and not more stitching! The other purpose of this quilt was to experiment on quilting the top and batting together and then tying it to a whole- piece backing. I stopped my quest for perfection and gave myself permission to make a simple and functional, but pretty quilted comforter. How many "labors of love" turn into a "labors of drudge" for me as I forget their purpose. I am learning and practicing a few new skills with each one!

I also learned to NOT focus on and announce my mistakes to others. Imperfections are glaring only to me, but not to others! I need to allow myself to have beginner's quilts and quit picking at them until I create holes in them! I will instead work to make each quilt will be a bit better than the last!

This instruction video also taught me that nothing has to be perfect in order to be loved. "Duh!!"  Just look at myself!  I have a very dear husband and if that isn't proof enough, I don't know what is! I am imperfect and loved all the same and so are my creations that my children love merely by the fact that I made them. My children themselves are testimony to that fact...they are loved because they are uniquely mine ...and so my quilts will be as well.

Can you find three errors. I couldn't until Holly pointed them out to me!

A good lesson: Holly accepting  her life and her three mistakes in her quilt.!

At our local quilt quilt show, I was drawn to a very bright and fun scrap quilt and then saw my friend standing next to it.  As I complemented her on her quilt, I told her that I was laboriously learning to machine quilt and told her what I had learned about "letting go of the goal of perfection" and finishing my quilts. She smiled and said she had learned the same on this quilt and then generously pointed out her three mistakes and laughed as she added, "they are not small ones either"and yet I never would have noticed them!  She said that her quilt reflected her life, which was in chaos and just as she accepted the state of her life, she accepted the imperfections in her quilt. She said she couldn't be bothered to replace imperfect blocks and simply patched them in one way or another and went on to finish her piece and then she took it in to have it professionally quilted by someone with a long-arm quilting machine. She showed the professional quilter her errors and simply said, "Do the best you can despite them". My friend is moving on with her life and not allowing herself "to get stuck", and she moved to complete her quilt in the same fashion. I loved her quilt and her as well! I also realized that I may not reach perfection in my quilts ever, but they are each extensions of myself, to be loved, valued and respected for their own worth. Each will serve a purpose.

I then remembered reading that expert Amish quilters often add a block that is "off" either in color or design as a reminder that only God is perfect and dares to be a perfectionist, but I smile when I think of his creations; perhaps God, himself isn't a perfectionist either?!

A Quiet Time, a Welcome Change!

It has been a quiet time at Little House, a most welcome change! No parties or gatherings and with the help of my two hour monthly house cleaners' help, there is peace and order once again, at least for a short time. It is obvious that there is industry waiting to come back out, temporarily stored in stacks all over my dining room, where sewing, not dining, happens!

A quilt-as-you-go quilt. Two seams and binding and it will be done!

I am continuing to do the several-ring modus operandi that I ascribed to some time ago.  A bit of progress on various projects: my first machine quilt waiting for the last two seams and binding to be completed along with my latest machine-quilted combination quilt/comforter for our guest bedroom waiting to be laid out for tying; my perpetual fleece sock production; as well as a similar on-going pincushion and craft production for my fall and winter sales.

A quilt-as-you-go quilted top,waiting for another batting and backing.

Sit with nothing to do?...Think again! There are fleece socks to be sewn!!

And projects to be finished for sale in the fall!

Flower pot pincushions in bag waiting to be finished, & cat nip mice to sew.

I take time to read my latest kindle books, and per my modus operandi,  never just one at a time. I am currently reading The Freemasons, History of the World's Most Powerful Secret Society by Jasper Ridley to better understand some of my ancestors and their thinking, though it really seems to be more about the history of clashes of beliefs throughout the ages and how intolerant different groups were of each other. Horrible tortures were all done in defense of their beliefs: disemboweling, lopping-off of hands and body parts and stretching racks to eliminate evil thinking--really? But watching the 2016 election process on TV, why am I surprised?

Another book seemed to be more entertaining. What I thought was to be a rather light-hearted novel regarding a couple going through a mid-life crisis after their children leave home, turned into a very involved twisted plot about the husband's new girlfriend stalking the entire family and plotting a series of mysterious revenges for past secrets. What was it about the title that left me to believe it would be a sweet-sort-of-book at all? Don't miss The Betrayal, A Gripping Novel of Psychological Suspense by Laura Elliot!

I have also taken on the reading of a rather massive encyclopedia sort-of-book about Chinese medicine applied to nutrition, Healing with Whole Foods by Paul Pitchford. The yin and the yang in the world of food is a very interesting concept. Achieving balance in one's body by using various foods, is actually a fascinating read, as it isn't about using our American style of balancing meals using the food pyramid at all, though I remain hopeful that it is about keeping the sweet as well as the sour in my diet? I like the idea that extremes are NOT the goal of any nutritious diet, though sprouts aren't my idea of being the sort of sweet to replace pies and cookies!?

It is a slow and relaxing time, not unlike watching grass greening up in spring, which is also happening here in Vermont, though temporarily paused when the green turned to white, getting more snow than we had all winter!! Of course winter isn't ready to leave just as we were beginning to throw open our windows for fresh air as well as for the purpose of listening to the peepers singing to us at night! I think they have tucked back into hibernation until it warms again, which hopefully won't be long now!

Our local Maple Leaf Quilt Show was this last weekend in Rutland, Vermont. It is only held now every two years. Their money-making "Consignment Sale" is one of my favorite events. Quilters thin out their sewing rooms and sell off whatever they don't feel like keeping and great buys are abundant! Never mind that I should be hanging a sale sign outside  my house and inviting people in to browse and shop my sewing rooms that are bursting at the seams with all sorts of sewing stuffs that I think will take three lifetimes to use! Instead I am out shopping for more?

Pinned and ready for tying: a machine- quilted top with batting and backing.

Meanwhile, my quilted quilt top is laid out with its backing as well as another layer of batting to prepare it for tying. I am trying a new style of Quilt-as-You-Go Quilting with using a whole-piece backing. If this method works, I am will be doing another quilt for my girlfriend in this same manner. Nothing like a systematic trial-and error method of learning!

Simple 9 patch/9 patch top and backing, waiting for the best quilting method.

It is nice to be pressure-free with no imminent deadlines approaching, though what gets done now will prevent the angst of last minute pressures before my sales in the fall. Peace and quiet is a welcome change and I am taking a moment to enjoy it!